I think I’m hitting another down period. He kept appearing in my mind again since yesterday. And whenever that happens, my heart will sort of take a lurch and it’ll hurt for a moment before my mind feels the emotional pain as well. As it is, there’s usually a trigger to everything..and what triggered this was probably the conversation we had on msn few nights back.
We all have our moments of weakness. I managed to suppress them but sort of gave in to one. We chatted for a bit and against my better judgment; I asked what he did for vday. It’s like walking beyond safety barriers or strolling into a lion’s den, hoping that the lions inside have already had their fill.
He replied that he was out with a female friend. Well, I don’t really have to say more do I? The rest are rather self explanatory. I always knew that I have to move on from this r/s but I guess being stubborn by nature, I still believe(d) that what we had was much stronger to withstand this misunderstanding. Let’s see how much more shit I have to take from him before I’ll succumb my stubbornness to reality.
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